today is da fourth of Julyyy and it was fun! :D my morning started off wonderfully, I got to church feeling triumphant with Family Force 5 and my favorite sister to back me up and then this afternoon/tonight was the fireworks show thingy at Buckhead. got to hang out with my two bestest friends in the whole entire world and two other awesome girls, got to mooch some ribs from someone else's barbecue, got to play with the son of a very single very attractive guy ;D and i got to enjoy a legit fireworks show.. by myself. It happens every year this way to the point of where I'm used to it, but I still mind. To me, fireworks are a very romantic and personal thing to share with someone, just cause; and every year I've wanted to watch them with someone of have someone ask me! but I think God is waiting for the right fourth of July to really wow me. I just gotta trust.. but more than that I gotta trust completely. Here's something that's gotten me through my weekend and my night:
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone--to have a deep soul relationship with another--to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God, to a Christian, says, "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone--with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me--to having an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me alone, discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, will you be capable of of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me--exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing--one that you cannot imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow mw to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things--keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. You just wait, that's all.
Don't be anxious.Don't look around at the things other's have gotten or that I've given them. Don't worry. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up to Me or you'll miss what I want to show you.
And then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would dream of. You see, until you are both ready, (I am working even this moment to have both of you ready at the same time) until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepared for you; you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and thus the perfect love.
And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting beauty of union, perfection, and love that I offer with Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I am the GOD ALMIGHTY. Believe and be satisfied."
**the end**
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